My struggles & triumphs as I learn to adjust to life as one of the living dead.

VampBabyJessica

My struggles & triumphs as I learn to adjust to life as one of the living dead.

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Ding Dong the Witch is Dead!!!!!

Hi ya’ll…

Well we’re all still undead and that necromancer witch isn’t so it’s been a good week! I really hope this is the end of it cause i’m so fed up with this necromancing shit!!

Once again Jason needed saving, which will confuse the situation more. I’m sure he’s happier alive, drunk on my blood then dead at the hands of the psycho witch. I can’t really worry about Jason & my relationship right now till we really know for sure  Bon Temps is truly rid of all things witch. Can’t be too cautious. We have seen some fucked up shit in Bon Temps.

So i won’t be celebrating till i know for sure we are free of all spells and witches…

Vampin’Up…The V-Team

Hey Y’all

Time i say screw’em Bon Temps boys and their toys. This VampBaby is done with em’all…Bigger Supes to fry!

I won’t even talk about Jason, let alone Hoyt.

War is coming and Fuck! Am i ready!!!!

Eric_ofarea5-Pam_Ravenscroft-WilliamTCompton-VampBabyJessica

My kind is being threatened by Witches & Necromancers. She’s pinned us against each other under her spells. Time this fucking ends. The forces have joined and Eric, Pam, Bill & i are set to make her pay and her little pawns too! I better get to kill Shit! I so tired of all this Vampire hate bullshit! I wanna show i ain’t no VampBaby no more! No one Fucks with us!

Time y’all meet “the Real” VampBabyJessica, in her true form….A Bad ass Vampire!

Let’s Kick Some Wiccan Ass!!!!!

VampBabyJessica

Life in a Box

Hi Y’all,

Looks like y’all we’re wrong on last weeks Poll. Hoyt and i seem to be pretty much over. Like every other girl, a part of me may have wanted us to be fixed, mostly cuz i never wanted to hurt him. But on the other hand i wanted to be free, and be able to live like any other VampBaby would…Discovering who & what i really am. I think i’ve been feeling guily for hurting Hoyt rather then sadness from us breaking up.

When Hoyt sent Jason with my whole life packed in one stupid box, i guess i realized, it was truly officially over. The guy didn’t even have the balls to come bring it himself! And really? Sending Jason? Was he out of his mind? He knows what happens when a human drinks a Vampires Blood! Guess he’d rather not even think of it. In True Hoyt form, best he denies the reality of my true nature…

So what came next was bound to happen…

It ain’t gonna be pretty when Hoyt finds out.

VampBabyJessica

Who’d ya rather???

Hi y’all,

It’s been a while since i’ve had a poll on here. I think it’ll be fun to hear your thoughts this week…

Hoyt, Jessica & Jason

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VampBabyJessica

Two guys, a VampBaby & One Shitty Night

Hi Y’all,

Just when i thought being saved by Jason was a good thing…The whole night goes wrong. After deciding to admit to Hoyt how i feel, and attempt to let him go easy. He turns into his Mama and says all this crap how he’s SOOO much better then me. That i’m a perma-virgin that can’t have his babies or walk in the sunlight. And then the asshole kicks me out & rescinds my invitation to the fucking house.

Oh! And to add to the fabulous night i had *rolls eyes* Jason decides for once in his life to be the good man and kicks my Vampbaby-ass to the curb, uninviting me as well. Well… i got news for you Mr. Jason Deputy Stackhouse, you can do all the push-ups you want, that ain’t gonna stop em’ urges you’re having. So you enjoy those… on your lonesome.

Screw this Shit. I need to find a place to rest before Dawn.

Night y’all.

VampBabyJessica

In case you missed Take Another Bite Of #COLDGREYLIGHT

Hi y’all, here’s the recap of Take another Bite Of #ColdGreyLight in case you missed last Thursday, staring Bill Compton and your favorite VampBabyJessica


Bill Compton

Louisiana vampires have been ordered to secure themselves in silver before going to ground just as we will @VampBabyJessica. #coldgreylight

Extraordinary and unpopular as it may be this could be, *catches negative thought* this WILL be what saves us all from the true death

As I knew he would, @Eric_ofarea5 has chosen to stay with @Sookie_BT. His fate now lies in her hands. #coldgreylight #trueblood

VampBabyJessica

*lays down on the bed looking at @WilliamTCompton. Screeching as the silver hits my ankles*#coldgreylight

Bill Compton

Gently, please. (kneeling beside @VampBabyJessica with concern* I’m sorry we must do this.

VampBabyJessica

*wincing in pain looking up at @WilliamTCompton* You know I used to have a whole box of silver earrings and necklaces my mom gave then to me when I was 13 and said she never wore ‘em, but one day maybe I could. *gasps* Hope Eden’s got ‘em now.

*screams when chains hit my stomach* @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

*angered by the guards lack of empathy toward @VampBabyJessica’s suffering.* Give me the gloves Bucky, I will finish her myself.

*begins to wrap silver chains around @VampBabyJessica’s wrists, smoke rising. Acutely aware of the pain it is causing her.*

VampBabyJessica

*whimpers as @WilliamTCompton chains my wrist* Ain’t gonna be nothin’ left to save if you keep at it. I feel like I’m dyin’.

Bill Compton

I hate that I must cause her this suffering but it is the only way to insure that she survives.

Bill Compton

You will heal. @VampBabyJessica *momentarily recalling a time my own demented maker bound me in silver but not to save me.*

VampBabyJessica

*nods slightly,keeping my eyes on @WilliamTCompton’s, screaming again, shaking my head trying to endure the pain* #coldgreylight #trueblood

Bill Compton

Just one last chain over her chest will do it. Unable to bear the dread in her face.* @VampBabyJessica * That’s good enough.

Bill Compton

She is young and not that strong yet

VampBabyJessica

*Belts out a loud scream Looking up at @WilliamTcomptom, happy he’s done with the silver. Wincing*

Bill Compton

*handing the remaining chain to Bucky and Instructing him to secure me in twice the amount of silver on Jessica.* #coldgreylight #trueblood

Bill Compton

*laying on the bed and enduring my own silver binding, smoke rising as each piece falls on skin.*

VampBabyJessica

*watches as @WilliamTCompton is bound, hoping this will be enough. to keep us both safe* This really fucking burns!

Bill Compton

*wincing in torment as the last links fall across my neck, strength draining away. Excusing the guard.*

VampBabyJessica

*thinking on @WilliamTCompton has said…Why the heck would a 400yr old ghost witch want revenge on those who’s done nothing to her? *

Bill Compton

*Numbness setting in, all that is left now is to wait. I hope I do not regret my estimation of @VampBabyJessica‘s strength.*

 VampBabyJessica

*watching the guard leave* What’s it gonna feel like? Do you know? *gazes at @WilliamTCompton worried of what will come*

Bill Compton

*wondering myself* We won’t be able to control our bodies, whether our minds will be conscious I do not know. @VampBabyJessica

VampBabyJessica

*gasps clenching the silver realizing that stings* Oh my god!

Bill Compton

*straining to look over at @VampBabyJessica, sad. * I’m sorry. I’ve caused you so much suffering in your human life and now in this world.

Bill Compton

To have taken her human life in such violent fashion and now to put her through such torment is inexcusable.

VampBabyJessica

*Looks back to @WilliamTCompton * No. I don’t want you to ever be sorry. *smiles proudly at you* I’ve lived more with you then I ever would have with my human parents. *smiles* Never thanked you for that @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

@VampBabyJessica‘s words warm my un-beating heart.

VampBabyJessica

*somehow never felt so close to @WilliamTCompton *

Bill Compton

*Its a wonder how things have turned out.* We will survive this. Think of the life that you’ll go back to. Think of Hoyt. @VampBabyJessica

VampBabyJessica

*looking away distraught & confused* I don’t know if I can go back to him. @HoytBT loves me. @WilliamTCompton he loves me so much It hurts to even think about it. *guilt fills my undeadheart*

Bill Compton

*Words striking a chord. Saddened at the thought that @Sookie_BT does not love me the same way I love her.*

VampBabyJessica

But I don’t love him the same. *guilt consumes me* I think if I we’re still human I
would, I know that I would but I don’t have a human heart anymore. @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

@VampBabyJessica Yes you do. If you’ve fallen out of love with him, it doesn’t mean you lost your humanity. We are, at our core, human.

VampBabyJessica  

*clenches my jaw tight* It’s a human’s fault we’re burning’ like bacon @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

@VampBabyJessica And she was driven to it by the acts of Vampires. All these years we indulged them. Murderous impulses. #coldgreylight

Bill Compton

Called it our nature. How can we not expect reprisal? @VampBabyJessica *deserves this and much more for the heinous things in my past*

VampBabyJessica

Who cares who started it?!? *felling teen angst build deep * She’s hell bent on killing us! We have to kill her first. @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

Answering killing with killing is what led us to this. I’ve had 175 years on this earth and I have accomplished so little good. #trueblood

Bill Compton

If we survive, *correcting myself* WHEN we survive the day, I will put a stop to it. @VampBabyJessica #coldgreylight #trueblood

VampBabyJessica

But you have done good… *Smiles lovingly at @WilliamTCompton *You made me. *Realizes now facing the true death what a gift that was.*

VampBabyJessica

And when we survive the day I am going to eat that fucking witch…Starting with her face! #coldgreylight #trueblood

Bill Compton

*slow smile* How can I not be proud at @VampBabyJessica s resolve and determination. #coldgreylight #trueblood

Bill Compton

*Noticing a wind starting to blow in the cell, getting stronger; the lights shaking. Then the burning NEED brought on by the spell.*

Bill Compton

*Everything fading away, only one burning focus. I MUST GO TO IT! I MUST SEE THE SUN!* THE SUN! *straining against silver bindings.*

VampBabyJessica

*Moaning deep, feeling the spell has begun * The sun! *Realizing what’s about to happen* The sun! *screaming ,squirming* @WilliamTCompton

VampBabyJessica

*Breaking free from the chains around my wrists. Rising from the bed, @WilliamTCompton helplessly watching while i move to the cell doors*

Bill Compton

trying to break free of the chains but not feeling their pain, only the compulsion to see the Sun*

Bill Compton

*watching, helpless as @VampBabyJessica breaks free of the chains and rises.*

VampBabyJessica

*Makes my way to the bars, clutching the silver bars, burning my hands,calling for Bucky* I need you! *he comes down telling me to get back*

Bill Compton

*Yelling through the noise of the wind.* Jessica No!, Jessica listen to me! @VampBabyJessica

VampBabyJessica

*looking into Bucky eyes telling him how much it hurts* The silver is melting my hands Help me! @WilliamTCompton

Bill Compton

Jessica don’t! *helpless to stop her* You must listen to me. @VampBabyJessica

Bill Compton

I must break free! I must see the sun! #coldgreylight #trueblood

VampBabyJessica

*grabbing Bucky thru the bars, taking his face slamming on the cell. He drops to the floor. Swiftly grabbing the keys and unlocking the cell*

VampBabyJessica

*Struggles and forces the cell doors open* @WilliamTCompton #TrueBlood #coldgreylight

Bill Compton

*desperate plea* Jessica, listen to me. Jessica, as your maker I command you… *seeing her turn toward me.* Unchain me! Please.

Bill Compton

*Using every bit of strength to will @VampBabyJessica to obey me.*

VampBabyJessica

*Stops for a moment possibly considering obeying @williamTCompton, but deeply entranced, walks out smirking*

Bill Compton

*spiraling into hopelessness as @VampBabyJessica walks out.* Jessica! Noooo! #coldgreylight #trueblood

Bill Compton

*continuing to struggle against the chains, distraught with the need to face the sun .* #coldgreylight #trueblood

VampBabyJessica

*struggles out of the basement, the force so intense, leads me upstairs. Pulling myself across the floor ankles bound. Spellbound*

VampBabyJessica

gripping the table to gain balance, making my way to the french doors turning the lock & opening it, light beams thru* THE SUN!!!!!

The truth has come out and so has the Sun

Hi Y’all…

Whether it was facing my true death or just admitting my truth, i opened up to Bill. Strapped in silver, i admitted i didn’t feel for Hoyt the way he felt for me. Am i losing my humanity? Am i becoming a cold vampire? heck, if i know. What i do know is that Hoyt loves me more than i could ever love him and it kills me. I do care for him and love him, just not that way. Do i even have a heart anymore or simply losing the small part of being human left in me?

Sounds like this could be some cheesy 80′s song my parents listened to…Don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone.

But here i am not sure i’ll survive the day and this silver fricken burns. So best i come clean before the witch pulls me into the light. Shit! it’s begun….

Struggles through the chains I better go cringing and wincing

If this Gargamel witch does kill me, best Hoyt never knows what i said, if i make it…then i guess i have some coughing up to do.

Hope to see y’all after dawn…if not…i hope there ain’t no hell for Vampires

@VampBabyJessica

New Beginnings

Hi Y’all,

Heck what a night! I feel real bad for Arlene and Terry, but i got to waitress! Sometimes some peoples tragedies become some peoples triumphs. Guess tonight was my turn to luck out. Not sure why Sam even gave me the chance, i ain’t suppose to be serving liquor, but hey, i won’t complain, he’s the boss. And luckily i have Vamp speed which gives me an advantage, and bet your boots i’m gonna use it.

Some thing weird happened tonight while i was serving. Suddenly i knew Jason was in trouble. I felt his fear from miles away like a kid who’d see the boogieman. I knew i had to find him, i just had to. Thank goodness, he was alright, just scared he’s about to become a were-panther (who knew those existed too). And i remembered being scared when i was made, so how could i leave him? No one was there with me when i turned and i wish someone was. So i stayed. Nothing happened, he didn’t change but at least he wasn’t alone. Once he felt safe and all Jason like again, he left and i went back to work. Nothing crazy exciting but still, i felt kinda good i was able to help. I ain’t all that bad i guess.

@VampBabyJessica

Fun with Food:True Blood Style

Hi Y’all,

We all know Hoyt loves to eat but he ain’t the greatest cook in Bon Temps. Heck, everything he can make comes out of a box with instructions. And we’ve seen my cooking skills, we know i ain’t no Martha Stewart.

So here’s where y’all come in…

I wanna know what’s your favorite True Blood inspired snack! So leave your recipes & comments below and every week Hoyt will pick his favorite and we’ll (HE) will try to make it!

I’m gonna start this week off for y’all with my genius invention. Since y’all have seen Jason‘s dream, this weeks creation is inspired by it….

Jason’s dream Puffs!  store bought cream puffs drizzled with Life giving Bloody strawberry syrup with a gummy Hoytybear on top

Simple enough for me and no dead meat! Yuck!

I hope Hoyt likes his Snacks!

Mmm, scrumptious eggs!

 

I got Hoyt to make Jason’s Dream Puffs – this is his attempt. Not bad for a packet cook.

Hoyt's Sunday Snack

@VampBabyJessica

Daddy Knows Best

Hi y’all,

Looks like @Jason_BT will be just fine. He’s slept thru most of the healing and has an appetite again.

So if i just saved @HoytBT‘s best friend, why do i feel horrible? Is it cause i lied, glamoured him and now has to hide that fact forever? Shit! Should i have just suffered till we made up? There’s no going back now. But he knows somethings up which makes it all more awkward.

This really sucks and heck I’m not sure how to fix this. For all i know he thinks i killed some trucker again. He did ask again. Maybe telling him i just fed won’t be so bad if he thinks that. Damn, no matter what it ain’t good.

Hating undead life right now, Big time!!!! Damn i should of listened to @WilliamTCompton

@VampBabyJessica

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